I’m in an airplane, several rows back, window seat. I don’t care who’s to the left me, I just stare out of the window to the right. I see my girlfriend crying and waving back to me while she blows into some sort of handkerchief. The plane slowly chugs forward, she stand there, I lean forward, closer to the window, closer outside, closer to her. My heart beat raises, I put my hand to the window almost as if I was reaching for her. The window was cold, freezing cold, like the rest of the plane. I breathe heavily, I never had a problem with flying, I even enjoyed it, until this flight. I could see my cold breathe in the plane, my throat got sore from the coldness, I hunched into a ball, all while I look out the window into my girlfriends beautiful brown eyes. The plane picks up speed, the altitude, the front wheels leave the ground, I twitch. I couldn’t control it, it just happened. I look out the window and see the airport get smaller, I see my girlfriend disappear in the horizon, and I look up, and see clouds. I’m cold, but I close my eyes to rest. I wake up, to the sounds of screams, then all is silent. I hear a small whimper, I turn to the window, and by the time I realized what was happening, it was too late, the entire plane crashed into a lake. The lake from my previous dreams. I threw up in my seat, the guy next to me yelled at me, then I started crying, screaming, the plane was underwater, and the windows were cracking from the water pressure. I knew how this was going to end, but I did all that I could to stop it. I unbuckled my seatbelt, punched the window open, and all the water that came through the window turned into black, freezing water. The water turned black, it was cold, colder then the airplane, I swam though, I swam out the window and to the surface of the lake. I look down to see if any other survivors from the plane crash came up, but I was the only person who survived. I didn’t swim to shore, I swam downward towards the plane, but I can’t see anything, the water is black and cold, but as I swim downwards, I see the lights of the plane, and swim inside the plane, everyone drowned. I swim to the upper decks of the plane, and I noticed my girlfriend in the first seat, first class, right next to the window seat. I scream underwater, but nobody hears, nobody listens. Nobody cared. I am running out of breathe, I see no purpose to even swim to the top, I can’t make it anyway, why do it? I swim to the empty seat next to my girlfriend, strap myself in, and grab her hand and hold it with mine. I look at my wrist, and see the bracelet she gave me. I look at her neck, she’s wearing the necklace I got her. I hold her hand tighter, I don’t want to let go. I look at her cold, dead body, realize that this is it, and I scream. Nothing comes out, not even bubbles from my breathe, I was so angry, upset, suicidal even, so I didn’t procrastinate death any longer, I released all of my remaining oxygen into my watery grave. I look into her cold, lifeless brown eyes, and I could have sworn I saw her smile back at mine, but I blinked and woke up gasping for air, crying, covered in sweat, and wearing the bracelet that my girlfriend gave me, even though I took it off before I went to bed. I woke up at 4: 52.
OK, sorry for any typos, grammatical mistakes, etc. i described this dream to the best of my ability, I would really like to hear what you guys think. Don’t spam, don’t call me weird, just assist me please.

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