For the past 3 or so sleeps I’ve been having very vivid, uneasy, unhappy dreams.. I would really like to know what they mean, and why I’ve been having them so randomly and out of know where! I’m almost to the point where I dont want to go to sleep because I know i’ll have a dream that wont be very happy.. Help? My apologies, it might be long!
Heres the first one:
I’m at my local beach, and theres some kind of a carnival. I go on a small roller coaster but it starts moving before i get my seat belt on, so I’m going through this roller coaster holding on to my seat belt for my dear life. After I get off unharmed, its chaotic, people are running screaming, terrified of something. I look and see that its like a war thats started in way, theres this massive group of people who are just walking around beating everyone up and killing anyone who gets close. After I realize whats going on, I begin to run. I find this baby laying on the grass and i pick it up to help it, so im running with this baby.. I find some people who I am now traveling with and we come across a group of people and a young black boy, these people are taunting him, and are about to beat him up. Someone who I’m with says " uh oh" I turn and ask, " why are they doing that? because hes black?" someone says yes. I just remember looking at this poor boys eyes.. looking straight at me. I got the feeling i wanted to help but i knew i would be killed. Next thing i remember, I’m on a sky train trying to get home.
Second dream: I’m pregnant, trying to get to my boyfriends house to have the baby(i know random) I finially get there, have the baby but i have two of them. Pretty much right after I leave and go to my house, and i kept thinking "what am i doing!? I need to get to my boyfriends house to feed the babies!!!!" , Like I was unwillingly leaving my babies. I finially get to my boyfriends house and they babies are premature and are under these like heater things to keep them warm. I finally begin to breast feed them. Then I wake up. This dream wasnt so bad, but the tone of it was really uneasy and unhappy.
My last one: I am at my grandmothers house, its Halloween. I’m with my two cousins, my grandmother and my uncle. As I’m leaving the kitchen to go to our back door, which is where all the trick or treaters go, I see this homeless like man standing in the door way. My grandmothers purse was jammed in between the door open so i go over and grab the purse and am accusing this man of taking my grandmothers money because the wallet was open, and out of the purse. He is very offended, and I demand to see his wallet. He takes it out but takes his money out and puts it in his jacket pocket. I am very angry, because I just know he took money. He runs off screaming at me, and me screaming back at him. When he leaves I begin yelling to my grandmother to come to me, but its so loud with voices and laughter no one can hear. Finally she comes in and I tell her what has happened. As I’m in mid sentence, this man returns and opens the door and my little cousin and my old(now dead) black dog are standing right there. He grabs my dog, and he has a knife. My uncle also has a huge knife, but the man is refusing to let go. He grabs my dogs ear, and puts the knife up to it like he was about to cut it off. Right after I see this, I wake up.
Sorry Its so much reading!! If anyone has any ideas that would be great.. I really want to know why im having these dreams, and why they are so frequent lately.
Thanks in advance!!